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Findings Of Rikaru Gonola In Vienna Evera [Disk 2]

2010-07-12T19:57:00.003+08:00

Disk 2 Start

Exia Vs Kyrios

{Vssoooshh Rooom! Arising at great speed.}
Out of the light, the Gundam Kyrios stood before Exia.

Karu *Kyrios was named after that gundam...*

-Radio Conversation-
Centhanos: Let me teach you the hardest lesson.
Kyrios: Bring it on.

{Whooo Huuu, Vooomm High winds, Flying, Battling in the sky}
With that both gundam engaged into combat. GN-001 Exia, build for close range combat. Known for it's Seven Swords and speed. It cut down any enemy with precision. GN-003 Kyrios, build for speed and middle range combat. Known for it's Fighter Mode. It's speed is unmatch even to Exia. Shooting down any enemy fast and rapidly with an blink of an eye.

{Shinn}
Exia drew out it's Long Blade.

{Voooom, Flying at fast speed}
It stood in front of Kyrios, bring it's sword down on the arm.

{Kunang!!}
Kyrios's Shield Blade defended the blow and pushed Exia backward.

The two gundam virtually exchange physical blows using their swords for the longest 5 mins with in Karu's mind.

Karu *Old man Kyrios, used some of your techniques!! Come on... Use it use it....*

{Kinngg, Klang!!! Shinnn}
Under the shadows of the moonlight, Exia drew out it's third blade from the compartment slot on it's thigh and ready to pierce the chest of Kyrios. With a blink of an eye, the short sword was fast approaching toward Kyrios much to the horror of our escaping heroes; it was too fast to be anticipated and too close to dodge.

{Piang!!!!! Kling!}
Baron Sword manifested in front of Exia's sword and shielded the blow.

Kyrios *You didn't think I only have one sword to fight you huh? The master of Seven Swords*
Centhanos *Smart. But not smart enough. I have more than enough swords to finsh you off*
Karu *Phew... That was close, for a moment. My heart nearly stopped.*

{Kling Klang! Vooom!}
After exchanging afew more blows, Exia thrusted backwards suddenly.

Centhanos: [Brush Technique + Proton Schneider Centralized System 4 No. 35+47= 82] Details Of Reality With Boost ++ !

Exia's Long Blade glow and with one slash, it sends a blue streak of energy towards Kyrios!

Kyrios: I'm not unguarded. Time to show my moves!
Kyrios: [Brush Technique No. 3] Wide Shield Of Absorption!

Three beam of lights connected forming a triangle and absorb the attack.

Kyrios: [Brush Technique No. 5] Bounce!

The streak of energy slashed was transformed sunlight gold within the Dimensional Space of the shield and returned toward Exia as a counter attack!

Centhanos: [Brush Technique + Proton Schneider Centralized System 4 No. 21+47= 68] 50/50 With Boost ++ !

Exia now holding two of it's Short Sword glowing in midnight blue under the moonlight... With a cross actions of both it's arms! It release an X slash, nulifying the Countered Energy Streak.

For a moment of 30 seconds. Both gundams stood facing each other in griping slient, the howling of the winds was the only sound under the looming night sky. Gleaming in the eyes of Exia was a sliver light that flicker with every tick of a sec. Shining and sparking, how could it be? Where is the source? An atmostphere of impending danger raises in the air. Like an impression of Exia displayed a malice smile with it's cold hard face as the moon shone it's light behind it, like the lady luck giving her blessing for the success of it's solo mission.

32 Seconds
Karu *It's eyes....*

34 Seconds
Karu *That glint....*

36 Seconds
Karu *It's source....*

38 Seconds
Karu *The moon....*

40 Seconds
Karu *It's behind....*

42 Seconds
Karu *Exia....*

44 Seconds
Karu *Where is it?....*

46 Seconds
Karu *What is it?....*

48 Seconds
Karu *That glint....*

50 Seconds
Karu *It's glowing....*

52 Seconds
Karu *The Long Blade....*

54 Seconds
Karu *It's missing!*

56 Seconds
Karu *Behind Kyrios!*

The Long Blade spins as it refract photons of shimmers from the moon, like a returning Boomerang; It awaits to fly back into the firm vice of it's owner as it courses through the air, following it's master orders to cut through everything in it's path like a evil prom queen, rampaging through the streets to attend her twisted homecoming party. Unstoppable in it's path.

58 Seconds
Karu: [Brush Technique No. 10] MoonNight Of The City! Chain Version!

60 Seconds!
{Sling!! Sling!! Sling!!!}

Karu *Gosh! It's so hard to control it...!*

With just a hair breath length behind Kyrios, The Long Blade was in bound immoblie by chains of silvers and lights... An amazing sight to the eyes; as the chains are manifestation of the moonlight that prances off the Long Blade as it spin towards the goal of destruction.

Centhanos: Impossible!!!!! Argh!!!!

Exia thrust itself in high speed towards Kyrios in a bid to finsh with one blow.

Centhanos: Die! Die! You shall all die!

Kyrios was prepared this time, awaiting the right moment to deal a finshing blow...

Unforturnately thing weren't as simple as it seem....

The moment Exia's Short Sword meets Kyrios's Shield Blade.

....

Exia fling one of it's Short Sword towards Sky Grasper.

Karu *Jia lat!!!!*

Kyrios: Your last bid was too easy anticipate. Baron Barrier!

The Baron Sword disolve into light particles and manifested right in front of Sky Grasper.

Kyrios *Darn! I got to get them out of here first. It's too hard to fight like that!*

With that in mind, Kyrios decided to fight Exia without the pressence of Karu and Jasper as it endangers them if the gundams starts to deploy their range weaponary.

Kyrios: Kyrios Gundam! Execute Fighter Mode!

Kyrios break off from the sword lock it was engaging with Exia.

With no moments to spare, it start to cirulate around Exia at break speed and transform in Fighter Mode.

The Fighter Mode is the assult bomber form of Kyrios. Best for hit-and-run tactics, and is able to carried out sharp air manuvers in the sky.

Karu *Wow.... Fighter Mode*

-Radio Conversation-
Kyrios: Jasper! There is no time to spare. I can handle him on my own! Getout of here now!

{Hooomm Hooom Hoommmm}
Fireballs started to flew out beneth the clouds in a random manner.

Kyrios *Darn! Nliche is back.*

Kyrios launches itself toward the Sky Gasper and docking it right below it's own unit.

-Radio Conversation-
Jasper: Kyrios! What are you doing?!
Kyrios: I can't fight both of them straight on without blowing both of you into bit. So straighten up and get away while you still can.

Kyrios took off with Sky Gasper in tow....

Centhanos: You can run. But NOT forever! Follow me Nliche!
Nliche: Aye! My master.

-Radio Conversation-
Kyrios: This is it, hold on tight.

Kyrios latch two hollow missiles on to Sky Gasper to function as thrusters.

{Voosh!!!!!!!!!!}
The Sky Gasper took off at mach speed with no doubt to stop nor choice to pull over.

Karu and Jasper get whisk off the battlefield between Kyrios and Centhanos. However, Nliche is in hot pursuit of them.

Centhanos: Don't let them get away!

Nliche: Yes! My master! Fireox! Afterburn!

The Firefox starts to burn like an angry bonfire, charge straight at the Sky Gasper, it's tail spunned like a tornado of flame; boosting it's speed, and shooting out homing fireballs.

Karu tries to deflect as much as he could, however; one of the fireballs did hit Sky Gasper's engine.

Jasper: Crap! the engine is damage!

Grrrr-Honnn!

Karu: What is that sound?
Karu: *Craps, we are already in so much trouble, could this be one of Centhanos's ailie.
Jasper: Karu...! There is something big approaching us! Do something! The engine can't hold much longer.

As the engine of Sky Gasper burns, out of the thunderous clouds; came a blast like a huge spheric ball of water.

Sposhh-Sissss...
The fire from the engine was put out.

Nliche: Shoot! I was so close to bring down those brat! Looks like they got a friend helping them!

Jasper: Karu! Great job! You put out the fire!
Karu: Cough-Cough... Plaaat... Yucks! That wasn't me, someone or something put out the fire for us!

Nliche: You will never get away! Firefox! Charge!
Karu: No time for long spells... Reflecto Board!

The Firefox and Reflecto clashed... However with Karu tired and worn out, the Reflecto cracked and is starting to and break away.

Karu: *I can't hold much longer*

Gaoh-Roaaar....!
Out of the gloomy night clouds. Finally, the mysterious ailia showed himself.
Like a never ending streams of waterfall, a dragon formed entirely out of water swims in and out of the clouds. It's grandest was comparable to the rivers of Huang in the eastern continent, winding and rushing; yet in it's mighty torrents. It's mystical grace, is display it's beauty of the flowing curves.

Next
The Midnight Cat Of The Biscuit Factory

End of Disk 2

Findings Of Rikaru Gonola In Vienna Evera [Disk 1]

2009-01-05T01:37:00.011+08:00

Hi,

The tittle has more or less nothing to do with the story, and it might appear senseless. Reader discretion is advice

Enjoy.

Rikaru Gonola, also know as Karu; Travels the world as a wanderer in search of something that he could never remember. This is a story when he reaches the country Vienna Evera [aka. The land of provoke According Not Going Extreme Ridges].

After visiting a few town, the next one on Karu's list was Exia, name after the Gundam War where the gundam Exia defend this small town and protected it's people. Till this day one of Exia's blade remains in the center of the town as a monument of the war days.

The town was gifted in the area of painting, the artworks was done with exquisite and creativity. The skills of the painters there was unbeatable, it was as though with one more touch; the painting might come to life. Perhaps that might be true in a very bad way...

In the dark alleys of Exia, there is shop called Norasto Tabi Tos; on the outside it sells painting. But the truth was it's a Messenger House... Rumors has it that the people of Exia was planning a coup, and that shop passes out painting that contain coded messages; to instruct the people what to do next.

Now Karu, isn't some wise man who can tell what was happening by observing. But Karu does have a few unique abilities that would serve him well. Karu was a painter before he sets off on his journey, having knowledge in the skills of painting, but more than that; Karu was an Aura Master.

An Aura Master senses aura, like flowers have a certain smell in the nature; in the supernature; there is also a smell in thoughts, emotion and actions of people. Like smoke, some Aura Master sees them as colored smoke, some are able to touch them to feel it's wind patterns and certain some are able to smell them.

As Karu enters the town, he wasn't well aware of what was going on. But as he venture deeper; the smell of rebellion and pride get stronger and stronger and the smell was the strongest within that little hidden shop... Painting codes may not be obvious to him, but the smell from them certainly tells him something is wrong.

With that in mind, Karu decided to leave Exia and journey to Dissidia Shion; the capital of Vienna Evera to inform the ruler of this little plot. But things don't look so easy on the other hand...

Mayor: Where do you think you are going young lad?
Karu: I'm just a wanderer, passing through this town. What business do you have with me.
Mayor: From your hands, I can see that you are a painter as well; why not stay here and learn from us...
{Smirk}
Mayor: Better yet... Join us....
Karu: No thanks, I'm happy with this wandering life. If you would excuse me...

Mayor: Insolent fool!!! Do you not think that we have already found out! You are an Aura Master!
Mayor: Who in the world can find the Messenger House the very moment entering the town??!!
Mayor: This man has seen through our ploy! Seize him!!
Townpeople: Let get him!!! / Charge!!! / Don't let him get away!!!

Karu *Woah, I should have known not to poke my nose around like this. Hahaha, the pun intended; oh well... Gotto run!!*

Karu: Catch me if you can! Hahaha!! Take this!
Karu:[Brush Technique No. 1] Light of the City!!!!

Townpeople: Argh!!! Our eyes!!!

Karu *Good thing, I learn this from Mana before she went to shepard sheeps!*

As Karu was running, an old man from the corner of an alley grab him and pull him away....

Old man: This way, follow me!
Karu: Woah, that was close. Thanks!
Karu: Old man, who are you?
Old man: Don't call me an old man! The name is Kyrios, I came from the Valleys of Dans. What's your's young lad?

Karu: You can call me Karu, why did you help me anyway?
Kyrios: You are in big luck today! We known about the coup thing as well and was planning to leave for a long time; and travel Dissidia by laying low till the time is right.
Kyrios: Who would have expect you to show up suddenly and make such a big commotion.

Karu *I never expect myself to run into such an adventure as well, hahaha...*

Kyrios: What'd are you chuckling to yourself for? Anyway... We saw that bright light you made and I caught up to you just in time!
Karu: Wow... Thanks old man!
Kyrios: The name is Kyrios!

Karu and Kyrios ran through corners after corners in the alley till they reaches near back gates of the town.

Karu: Pant... {heavy breathing} I didn't know the alleys were connected like that...
Kyrios: Shh... We need to get pass the guards guarding the gates. You were lucky I came back in to get you before they shut it tight.
Karu: Woah... Thanks old man Kyrios.
Kyrios: It's Kyrios!

Kyrios: There is a Vanship waiting for us on the pasture beyond the gates. Once we pass through, make a run for it.
Karu: A Vanship? What's that?
Kyrios: It's a Van that can fly! Where did you come from anyway?
Karu: Erm.... The twentieth island of Esteraft.

Kyrios: Not surprise, you never seen one these before. They are more common here in the east as a mean of transport.
Kyrios: I've heard you people from the west rides on broomsticks, is it true?
Karu: Oh... That's for the women. Yup, they ride on broomsticks alright. The men surfs on the dry mop. But once they are married, they normally buy a family Vacuum cleaner; to accommodate more people in the family.

Kyrios: Well enough of chit chat, we got to get through before sun down. Here's the plan young man. Use your light thingy again on them while I cut through the gates.
Karu: Woah... Sounds abit rash...
Kyrios: We have no time to be rationale! Here we go!
Kyrios: Charge!
Karu: Woah woah... Wait up old man Kyrios!

With that, Kyrios charge in front while Karu uses his brush technique behind him.

Karu:[Brush Technique No. 1] Light of the City!!!!
Guards: Argh! My eyes!!! / Can't see!!! / It's that kid!! / Someone get him!!
Kyrios:[Baron Sword] Wide Angle Slash!

{Clank!}
The gate shattered

Kyrios: Run for it!
Karu: Aye!

As Karu and Kyrios ran towards the pasture, behind them were hounds about four feet in width after them.

Karu: Where the hell did they came from???!
Kyrios: Those are painting are brought to life, they are known as Drawn .

As the hound pursuit Karu and Kyrios, riding on the last one was the Mayor with a brush and a canvas on his hand.

Mayor: You will never get away! Get them!!!
Hounds: Gargh!!

Kyrios: Look it's up head!
Karu: Who is that waving at us?!

Unknown Young Man: Kyrios!!! Hurry up!!!!

Kyrios: You run ahead. I'll hold them back.
Karu: No... We can't leave you behind...
Kyrios: We got no time. [Baron Sword] Wind Divide! Bring this young man to the Vanship!
Karu: Woah.... No.... Kyrios!!!
{Swoosh, Shhhuu Shhhuuu}

Karu was carried by the winds, all the way to the Vanship.

{Thud!}
Karu: Oww.... My butt.... Kyrios no!!!
Unknown Young Man: We have to get him back!
Karu: Yes, and who are you?
Unknown Young Man: They call me Jasper the pliot of Sky Gasper.

Karu *Hahaha!!! Was the pun intended? That was lame! Jasper and Gasper! Ahahaha*

Jasper: Hello? Earth to you?! Why you smiling to yourself for?
Karu: Opps, sorry. Call me Karu.
Jasper: Awesome name! We can talk while we get Kyrios back, Sky Gasper! Yip Yip!

Karu *Hahaha!!! Yip Yip? Isn't that the command to get Appa to fly in the anime "Avatar: The Last Air Bender" Hahaha!!!*

Sky Gasper: Flying Command Intiated. Commence flight in 3... 2...

Jasper: Stop zoning out! Hop on board!
Karu: Opps, Sorry...

Sky Gasper: 1...

{Graoosh!!!}
Karu: Wow, this thing is fast!!!
Jasper: Kyrios, we are coming!!

Back at battle between Kyrios and the Mayor

Mayor: You old fool! I'll finsh you off in an instant!
Kyrios: I'm better now than I use to be, Centhanos...
Mayor: I see... You still remember my real name... Hah! Don't forgot you got some of your skills from me!
Kyrios: Well, we will see about that...
Centhanos: Get him my precious malice beast!

Kyrios:[Baron Sword] Shunpo Slash
Centhanos: I'm not done yet! [Brush Technique No. 260] White Board Of Entrapment!

Four white walls manifested out of the air and trap Kyrios inside.

Centhanos: You are no match for me! Now... [Brush Technique No. 5] Point Blank Flash!

{Woosh!}
Karu: [Brush Technique No. 2] White Board Deflection, Mirror Move!
Kyrios: [Summoning Beast] Cookie Monster come forth! Rip that white cube a part!

Karu *Gahahaha!!! This is seriously the ultimate! A Cookie Monster as a Summon Beast! Okok, got to be serious...*

Karu: Kyrios! Grab the rope! Hurry!!!
{Hee Yuk! Sound of grabbing rope}
Kyrios: Got it!
Jasper: Hang on tight!

{Voosh!}
With a tight turn of Jasper's excellent skills , the three of them made it off to the sky.

Centhanos: You will never get away... The king will not know any of this!
Centhanos: Nliche!
Nliche: Yes master.
Centhanos: Prepare the largest canvas, we are leaving town...
Nliche: As you command master.

Centhanos: Muhahaha!!! No one can escape the Painting Master!!!!
Nliche: .... Cliche.....
Centhanos: What?!!
Nliche: It is as you have say master, no one can get away.
Centhanos: Muhhahahah!!!

Back on the Sky Gasper.

Kyrios: What did you kids came back for?! I told you to leave without me!
Jasper: Always putting your life on the line as usual... You aren't getting any younger ya know?
Kyrios: Well... {soft} Thanks for coming back for me...
Jasper: Can't hear ya...
Kyrios: Thanks for coming back for me!
Jasper: That's more like it!

Karu: Wow... Jasper! I didn't you know you were a summonner...
Jasper: And you! You have been laughing at me all this while haven't you?!
Karu: Well.... Erm...
Jasper: First, it was my name, second was Sky Gasper, third was the Cookie Monster!
Karu: Well... They are funny... Hahaha...
Jasper: Ah ha! I knew it! Don't think I don't know!
Karu: Esteraftian slang! Are you from Esteraft?!

Jasper: Yup! I'm from the fourth island of Esteraft! The Clan of Four Clover.
Karu: But, what are you doing here so far away?
Jasper: I'm the prince of the clan. I was choosen to lead the sixth island, as the leader of a new clan. The Clan Of the Six Hibisus Shield.
Karu: Sorry to be blunt, but isn't that Orihime's powers in the anime Bleach? Haha...
Jasper: Grr!

Karu: Opps, sorry. Please continue.
Jasper: There is still time before leadership is pass on to me. Hence, I decided to travel here and learn painting.
Karu: I see...
Jasper: My Dry Mop Glider didn't work the moment I cross the border of the west region, guess the magnetic and difference in polarity of land; render our technology useless the moment we cross the border.
Karu: Ya... Same thing happen to me too.
Jasper: So... I got Sky Gasper second handed, the previous owner must be a fan of Avatar; that anime.

Karu: Now I see...
Karu: But how did you met old man Kyrios?

{Yelling from the back seat}
Kyrios: It's Kyrios only!

Karu: Woah, his ears are good...

{Yelling from the back seat}
Kyrios: I can still heard you!

Jasper: Hahaha... Anyway... We met in Exia.
Jasper: Centhanos is older than you think. He is even older than Kyrios.
Jasper: I came to learn painting and the Mayor, which was Centhanos; offered to teach me.
Karu: Wow... I learn my painting from Mana, she is an old friend of my.
Jasper: Mana?! The Shepard living off the coast on the first island?
Karu: You know her?
Jasper: Yup, she was kind. She helped me alot before I finally left the Islands and head for the border.

Karu: That's her alright!

{Boom, Pam, Boom!}
Jasper: What the heck was that?!
Kyrios: It's the Nliche! He is attacking us!
Jasper: Hold on tight guys!, It's going to be a bumpy ride!

With that; Jasper swift the Sky Gasper to dodge the attacks coming from behind. But Nliche is still in hot pursuit behind them.

{Tooon! Tooon! Pow!!!}
Jasper: Craps, we got hit!
Sky Gasper: Warning Thruster A Damage, Warning Thruster A Damage.
Jasper: Darn that Nliche, I've got a score to settle with him! Kyrios take the wheel!
Kyrios: Careful out there!
Karu: I'm coming with you.

{Scheen Eeen Rear door slide open}
Karu: What in the care bears?! It's a Fire Fox! How did he find one and ride it?
Jasper: It's not a summon... It's a Drawn...

Nliche: Jasper. How dare you betray master.
Jasper: Beats better than you! Betraying your own soul!
Nliche: I will not take this insult!

{Voo Hoom!}
Nliche: [Brush Technique + Proton Schneider Centralized System 4 No. 0+143= 143] Blank Shot With Fire Effects!
Jasper: [Brush Technique No. 1] Close Up Zoom!

{Boom! Boom!}
The two powers collided.

Jasper: Karu, back me up. I'm going to fight him straight on.
Karu: Ok!
Jasper: [Summoning Beast + Brush Technique Jasper Special] Come forth Cookie Monster! Add on, Wings of Smoke!

{Cookie!!! Voom!}
Cookie Monster was engulf in a thick blue smoke, which then disspiated; revealing apair of Smoke Wing form at the back of Cookie Monster.

Jasper: It's a one on one!
Nliche: As you wish.

Jasper: [Summoned Beast] Cookie Monster use Cookie Shuriken!
Nliche: [Brush Technique + Proton Schneider Centralized System 4 No. 13+12= 25] Wide Angle With Contrast!

Jasper and Nliche battles out on the sky, both are equally matched. However, Jasper also knew the use of "Proton Schneider Centralized System 4", but he chooses not to use it. Though System 4 is a great plus point when used both in painting or battle, but it take away the authencity of of the Brush Techniques itself. In blunt reasoning, System 4 enhance colors and effect or increase damage; but it is not real. Hence it might have great impact, but not long term effect.

---Example---
Brush Technique Blizarrd = 1 Attack Point Damage
Brush Technique Blizarrd + Proton Schneider Centralized System 4 Enhancer = 1 + 2 = 3 Attack Points Damage
But....
Brush Technique Blizarrd _ In Awe Duration = 10
Brush Technique Blizarrd + Proton Schneider Centralized System 4 Enhancer _ In Awe Duration = 10 - 5 = 5
But....
A Paint Master is able despell it even faster and render it with less effect, because they understand the properties of it.
Brush Technique Blizarrd + System 4 Enhancer + Decerning Eyes _ In Awe Duration = 10 - 5 + -3 = 2

{Hoo Voom Hoo Voom, Flying in the sky}
Jasper: Reckless use of System 4 won't let you win this.
Nliche: Slients!
Nliche: [Proton Schneider Centralized System 4] Vista!
{Blink Blink, Colorful glossy lights}
Jasper: Colorful lights won't get me!

Jasper dodge the random display of glossy lights.

Nliche: You! Master taught you so much and yet you betray him!
Jasper: What he was doing was wrong! I have to stop him!
Nliche: We should have stop you, the moment we discovered you learning from some cat from biscuit factory!
Jasper: Well aleast that cat taught me what is right!

Karu * A cat?! Since when cats know how paint?! *

{Yelling from the driver seat}
Kyrios: Hey Karu! Everything ok out there?!

{Yelling from the rear}
Karu: Yea! Everything is ok!

Back at the battle.

Nliche: That cat taught you nothing! Plain Brush Techniques are trash! They disgust me!

{Pissed look on the face}
Karu: How dare you?!
Jasper: Huh?

Karu: Nliche or Cliche, whatever you are!
Karu: Things are good by it's nature self! They don't need some System 4 to boost their original beauty!
Karu: I used to paint using Paint Powder! I mixed them myself and painted!

Jasper * No wonder he is so pissed *

{Smirk}
Nliche: Hahaha!!! Then you disgust me even more!
Nliche: Paint Powder?! Those are ancient! With current technology, Paint Liquid already beaten those unless things of the past!

{Grr..., angry face face}
Karu: Paint Powder was the foundation of Paint Liquid to even began with!!
Karu: [Ancient Brush Technique Paint Powder Special] Rollout Binding!

{Shock}
Nliche: Huh???!!! What's happening??!!!
Nliche: My FireFox!! What's going on!!

Karu: My binding techniques have double effects on you.
Karu: One, It was meant to bind. Two, it disturb the reality of your FireFox since it's base, was so heavily build upon System 4.
Karu: Jasper! Finish him!

Jasper: Aye!
Jasper: [Brush Technique Jasper Special] Sound Of Smoke In Service!

{Falling}
Nliche: Ahh!!!!!!

Karu: Woah.... It's a long way down....

Jasper: Don't worry, I place a cloud of smoke around him to make sure he land safely.

{Shhinn Shhinn! A sword just flew over them}

Karu: What heck was that?!

{Tssse... Cookie!!}
Jasper: Oh no! Cookie Monster!
Jasper: {Gasp!} It's one of Exia's swords!

Karu: Jasper! Come back!

Rising out of the thick cloud was Gundam Exia, shining under the moonlight in a slient flight, with it's menacing eyes staring at our heroes; with not a moment to lose, just to cut them down from the sky. The cold hard metal howls as it brushes pass the soft clouds, the two blades on it's hands resonate with the sound of the wind; filled with the desires to drain blood. Indeed, what used to be a symbol of justices reek the smell of evil when it's used by the wrong hands...

Jasper: Cookie Monster return! Smoke, bring me back to Sky Gasper!

Back at the Sky Gasper.

Karu: Kyrios! We are in big trouble!

Kyrios: What in the world...?!

{Thud}
Jasper * Phew made it back *
Jasper: Kyrios! What are you doing here? Who's flying Sky Gasper?
Kyrios: Don't worry, I put on auto-pliot.
Kyrios: You take the wheel!
Kyrios: It's my fight now.

Karu: Careful Kyrios, I'll back you up if you need it me.
Kyrios: Don't sweat it. Watch me take him down!

{Loud Speaker Sound}
Centhanos: !!Insolent fools! You can't get away from me! Surrender and I will let you die less painfully! !!

Karu *He's plioting Exia!*

Kyrios: [Baron Sword] Come forth guardian of Valleys! Kyrios awaken!

{Shinnning Shinnn, Baron Sword glowed brightly}
Kyrios's Baron Sword was engalf in a blinding yellow light, one which is of the similar hue of the golden sun rise. Piercing though the darkness in the dawn with it's vibrant spears, cast all shadow of doubts and fears under hills and mountains; nothing can stand in it's path, as it swipe the land with it's warm embrace. It illuminates the ways of the lost souls and bring clarity of peace to the mind... Out of it, arises a guardian; one who guards the valleys, one who master's was "Praise the Lord", one of great valor, one who perserve to the end and one who was victorious in deepest valleys! Gundam Kyrios!

Kyrios: I am the new master of Kyrios.
Kyrios: The rightful heir to Guardian Of The Valleys.
Kyrios: The desendant of Allelujah Haptism.
Kyrios: The blood of Hallelujah runs in me...

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Next.
Exia Vs Kyrios.

End of Disk 1

2009

2009-01-01T03:15:00.003+08:00

Hi,

Today is 1 Jan 2009.

It had been an awesome year in 2008, I learn alot, grown alot and been through alot.

Wow... for 2008.

WOW WOW for 2009!

I just want to thank afew people here in my blog.

To my leader Gabriel.

Thank you for all the chance and opportunity you have given me. Thank you for teaching me so many things, how to love people, how to relate to people and how to face some stages of life that I never faced before. Thank you for inspiring me by sharing with me stories of breakthroughs.

Thank you for being my leader.

To a soulful friend Darren Lee (aka Soul Calibur)

Thank you for all the encouragement whenever I'm down in the Media Room. Thank you for putting up with my absolute nonsense in the Media Room. Thank you for being there whenever I felt down in the Media Room.

Thank you for being that soulful friend.

To a friend who taught me faithfulness Sam Wong (Lol, we do look alike for some reason)

Thank you for showing me what faithfulness is by living your life. Thank you for putting up with my black face (sometimes ONLY!!) when things are not happening in BMI back then. Thank you for being such a great support in BMI.

Thank you for being a faithful friend who taught me faithfulness.

There is still alot of people... Who played great significant in my life. Thank you all you guy.

To Davis

Thanks for teaching me how to dress properly. If till now, I still look like some country bumpkin kid.

I learn "You're the the man, man" you from you.

To Jaslyn

Thanks for infecting me with your "Awesome...!" (LOL!!!)

Your testimony of how you overcame PO really inspires me.

But how you grow E4 to have girls inspires me even more!!!

To Dale (I hardly even know you, lol)

The way you serve in sound day in and day in back in FTMS days inspired me to give more of my time and energy to God.

To Maryse

Your desire to just serve God back in the days, when you are in Photog; created the skill "Light of the City" It inspire me to not only learn more, but to pass this skill on to the future gerenrations.

To best friend Derry (aka Mr D, Dodo Bird)

Thank for sparing all my squishes and not killing them when you had a chance to (LOL!!!!)

Thank you for being such a great friend, the testimony of your life really inspires me and it pulled me along to rise up as well.

To Jacky (aka Long Ge)

Thank you for teaching so much in BMI!! You never cease to put a laughter on everyone's face. Thank you for those times where you share heart with me, I learn alot about God, Church and people from those little heart to heart talk.

To Gang Yuan (aka Peter, Gang Ge)

Thank you for always helping me and teaching me in BMI. Your leading is really super zai! I want to learn even more from you. Thank you for standing in for me when I couldn't make it. Thank you for always being there to support and encourage me even when it wasn't your BMI duty on those days.

To Jeremy (aka Noni)

Thank you for teaching me so much both in BMI and in Usher. With every sharing, you inspires me give God more and I learn to see thing in alot more different angle. Thank you for always be there to lead and guide me during difficult stituation in BMI.

To Yong An (Was walking home with him after Friend's Night 2am in the morning just now)

Though that walk was short, but the short chat with you really inspired me alot! Thanks man! It's bring hope and faith towards the people I care about.

To Vina (T01 Classmate!!! Classrep for whole 2 year, we sabo her; lol!!)

Wow, Thanks for those times during year 1 and 2. When I was busy you and Jin Quan covered and supported me. When I'm down you guys lifted me up, thanks for being such great friends!!!

Please do not feel offended, because your name is not here. Every one played alot significant roles in my life and all of you are important to me and I want to thank you all as well. But I can't fully list every single one down, sorry for that; but guys know who you are. Thanks for always being there for me.

Dreams for 2009!

Photography Head

To lead a team, that shoot with heart.

BMI Admin and Supervisor

To plan and to maintain the place that is conducive for His Atmostphere.

Usher Overall Chair IC

To be sharp eyes and fast.

To have 9 new friends before army!

Leave your nest and fly[Wings]

Take your sword and fight[Warrior]

Love your people and protect [Father]

Thank you God for this wonderful life...

Miaow Guan of 2009

One Mistake, BUT God still save the day

2008-12-29T11:15:00.004+08:00

Hi,

There is one big mistake.

I was doing my project this morning. I realised that no matter how hard I tried, the two Tables in my Database wouldn't join together as one. I was on the verge of despair as my project is due soon.

Then I felt lead by in the spirit to take a break, as I was walking to the canteen to have my lunch. I told God that I will have to build the entire database from scratch, if not the errors won't stop occuring. But more than that I told God that all things will workout for good, be it good or bad; He can turn things around. Even if I fail my project; there is a purpose to it and I'm willing to go through it. Somehow I was assured in my heart that everything will be fine.

After lunch I was lead to go to the library. I was told in the spirit that there is a book there that can help me, more than that; the book will not be so lengthly like lecture slides. I didn't really like the idea of library because I will play more than I want to continue my project. The lilbrary seriously is too comfortable to study.

When I entered the library, again the Holy Spirit prompt me to go fourth floor, hence I obeyed and went. As I pass the directory and went up the stairs; I notice that there is nothing IT related on fourth floor. I wondered to myself why in the world am I prompt to go there.

*I hardly go library, and I have no idea where the IT section is either*

Then I was lead through the shelves of book, I started to wondered; will there be books here that can ever help me? But I was assure in the spirit to have faith. True to His words, there are! I realized that though there is nothing IT here.

The books here are closely related to bussiness, which had some relation with IT since I'm build a website. Slowly as I walked, I was prompt to stop the moment I saw "Net Bussiness". Lo and behold, right at the bottom of the shelve sits the one and only book that tittle "Database and Design Development". I was absolutely shocked.

The book looks thick and I asked God, "Erm... Shouldn't I look for something simple? Like Database for Dummies?". But God's ways are higher than our ways; He assured me this is the book. Hence I took it and went to the study tables to start my project again. Again; God never cease to surprise me.

The book was written by a man whom his children told him that books without lots of pictures are boring! The book was filled with tons of simple and helpful guidelines! Even better, pictures!!!

I was blown away. The part I needed to know was only afew chapters. But I was totally beat from yesterday night as I stayed up till 4am to rush as much as I can. So, I took a short nap. When I woke up; I was recharge and fresh.

So, I started to build my database from scratch; while following the instructions on the book. When I came to the part when the errors normally occurs, I saw in the book and realized that there was one step I miss out completely. The book shows a picture of an older version of the software I use to build my database. Turns out that the newer version of the software being nice and clean have a dimmer and more transparent separators compare to the old one in picture.

My mistake was that I didn't filled up the required information between the separators because I didn't even notice it was there to begin with.

Thanks God for His guidance! If not; I wouldn't have found this error that I kept committing over and over and over again for the whole morning. If I hadn't be lead to rest abit; I still wouldn't notice such small things even if it's right in my face.

God is truely amazing! Praise Him! Amen!

Real Man
Miaow Guan

The Mole

2008-12-26T12:31:00.018+08:00

Hi,

Here's a little segment of fairy tale from the things that happened to me recently.

Once a upon a time, in a distance land. There was a mountain. The spirit of the mountain laid the foundation of the earth, the grass, the trees and the waters. Thus; life thrive in this rich and abundant land. Animal started coming and making the mountain their homes.
The mountain spirit thus saw that everything was good and decide to make another mountain of the same nature but different in many way. Thus the spirit appointed a deer filled with wisdom and grace to take charge of the mountain while the spirit is away.Thus the deer begin taking charge over the mountain, make sure that life still thrive in abundance and the animals learn and grow from it as well.

But as the mountain life grow, the deer can't do everything. Thus the deer appointed different animals to take charge of different areas of the mountain.

The mole was appointed to take charge of the lake, it's the gathering point of all the animals in the mountain; where they drink water and receive information from one another. But the mountain was very high up on top. Not all the time, the animals want to go up there to drink from it.
Thus; little information is shared between the animals and little is know about what goes on on the mountain or the outside world.

The mole being appointed to take care of the lake, decide that things should start to change. Thus, if the animals could not go to the water. The water and information should go to them.

The mole started digging on the corners of the lake on the land surface and the mole dig all the way to different parts of the mountain. Every path of the water flow was decide by the deer, before the mole start digging. Thus; the Beautiful Lake Of Grace was form. The little streams course through the mountain's land and it was near the home of every animal.
The mole puts information on leaves and pictures on wooden logs so that it flows down the river and whoever desires to reads it or see can push away a small rock that restrict the fast flow of the stream so that the leaves or the logs on the surface on the lake will flow down due to a sudden release of a large flowing channel. Thus; it was called Down Leafing/Loging.
Though the whole system was good. The deer refine the lake system to improve it, and at the same time encourages the other animals to share information this way as well.

Everything was good, and the mole ultimately stop putting leaves on the lake; hoping the rest of the animals will learn to maintain the system by themselves. The mole simply place concentrate to ensure logs will be available to the animals whenever they want it.

But as times goes by, there was a restructure of the different roles of the animals in charge of the mountain. The mole was taken to do something else, and the beaver was appointed to take over the lake.
Though the mole was glad that the role can be pass over to the beaver. There is still a lingering of the lake in the mole's heart to see how the beaver will develop the lake.

The second day of the restructure of roles. The mole came back and saw that the beaver changed everything to the lake. Though the lake looks even more better, and the mole was full of praises of the beaver.
The mole was quite sadden in heart that the effort put in through all this time was scrapped overnight. Though the mole did not mind to gather back the wooden logs with pictures carved on them, and put the Down Leafing/Loging system back in order.

But, the mole was glad that the lake was in good hands. The beaver did a good job damming up the lake to retain more water and the lake was more expanded with more segments meant for different things and purposes.

In the end, the mole learn that; at times. Effort put in might be gone in an instant, but it's the learn journey that matters. Whatever was learned can't be taken away, even more allowing the beaver to remake the lake was also a good way for the beaver to learn as well. If the beaver was constricted to retain as much as the how the past lake use to look, then the true potential of the beaver cannot be unleashed. Now, the beaver can use whatever skill and talents to build a lake base on what the beaver has and what the beaver knows.

When you step down, others gets a chance to step up and learn. Be secure =)

Real Man
Miaow Guan

If This Happens...

2008-12-22T13:57:00.002+08:00

Hi,

I was reading Gabriel's blog just now and saw the post about a terrorist attack. It makes me start thinking what I will do in situations like these. Of course, if serious matter occurs; the whole idea of Soul Sucker wouldn't work. But here's a few rational things I will do.

1. Stay calm
2. Find out what they want
3. Alert the police asap
4. Make sure everyone is safe
5. Keep everyone calm
6. Pray, Confess, 4D
7. Make sure that there is still communication means with the police

But, situations may vary since they may do for different motives. If...

1. They are out to kill us all, then I will get as many people out as possible.
-Bullets are faster than legs, but it's hard to hit moving targets.
-Vacuums can't suck bullets, but they when the vacuum bag explodes, it covers as a smoke shield and at the same time irritates breathing.
-Que-Post Chains can't be use as weapons like the Ghost Rider does, but it can be useful as an escape rope from the 12th Floor to the 9th Floor open air space.
-Speed-Flash can't knock out like in "Saving Recruit Benny", but it does blind the eyes for a few short moments to buy some extra running time.

2. They wants us as hostage, then I try to cooperate with them and see what they want.
-They are still dangerous, but if their demands are met. They are less likely to hurt anyone.
-Stay calm and never be impulsive. They may not shoot you, but they may shoot others.
-Never comprise, try to negotiate with them their demands.
-It's possible to get them to let the children and the woman go first.

There maybe people out there will skills like Rambo, but when you realise that you aren't one of them. That's when you have use wisdom.

Step In
Step Up
Take Charge
Make Decsions
Make Things Happen

Real Man
Miaow Guan

Kamen Rider Den-O Rod Form [Urataros]

2008-12-22T13:45:00.003+08:00

Today, I was him. I felt bad. But I was good at it. In a bad way... But it was meant for good.

I understood

2008-12-04T19:35:00.000+08:00

I was confused

2008-12-04T18:20:00.001+08:00

Miaow Guan?

2008-11-25T18:44:00.005+08:00

I was visiting afew of my CG mate's blog. Then I saw this link that was in Lester's blog.

http://www.paulsadowski.com/Numbers.asp

It acturally calculate what does your name mean. I was curious, so I tried. Then I was like....

@_@;

Here's what it says.

You entered: Miaow Guan

There are 9 letters in your name.

Those 9 letters total to 41

There are 5 vowels and 4 consonants in your name.

Your number is: 5

The characteristics of #5 are: Expansiveness, visionary, adventure, the constructive use of freedom.

The expression or destiny for #5:The number 5 Expression endows with the wonderful characteristic of multi-talents and versatility. You can do so many things well. The tone of the number 5 is constructive freedom, and in your drive to attain this freedom, you will likely be the master of adaptability and change. You are good at presenting ideas and knowing how to approach people to get what you want. Naturally, this gives you an edge in any sort of selling game and spells easy success when it comes to working with people in most jobs. Your popularity may lead you toward some form of entertainment or amusement. Whatever you do, you are clever, analytical, and a very quick thinker.

If there is too much of the 5 energy in your makeup, you may express some the negative attitudes of the number. Your restless and impatient attitude may keep you from staying with any project for too long. Sometimes you can be rather erratic and scatter yourself and your energies. You have a hard time keeping regular office hours and maintaining any sort of a routine. You tend to react strongly if you sense that your freedom of speech or action is being impaired or restricted in any way. As clever as you are, you may have a tendency to make the same mistakes over and over again because much of your response is glib reaction rather that thoughtful application. You are in a continuous state of flux brought by constantly changing interests.

Your Soul Urge number is: 2

A Soul Urge number of 2 means:

With the Soul Urge number 2, your motivation is centered on friendships, partnerships, and companionship. You want to work with others as a part of a cooperative team. Leadership is not important to you, but making a contribution to the team effort is. You are willing to work hard to achieve a harmonious environment with sensitive, genial people.

In a positive sense, the 2 Soul Urge is sympathetic, extremely concerned and devoted. The nature tends to be very sensitive to others, always tactful and diplomatic. This element in your nature indicates that you are rather emotional. You are persuasive, but in a very quiet way, never forceful. You are the type that makes really close friendships because you are so affectionate and loving.

If this number is over-emphasized in your makeup, you may be over-sensitive, with a delicate ego that is too easily hurt. You may be timid or fearful, too easygoing for your own good.

Your Inner Dream number is: 3

An Inner Dream number of 3 means:

You dream of artistic expression; writing, painting, music. You would seek to more freely express your inner feeling and obtain more enjoyment from life. You also dream of being more popular, likable, and appreciated.

But not everything written seems to be true. But aleast it around 90% right, I really quite suprised.

Miaow vs Miaow vs Miaow

2008-10-31T11:12:00.012+08:00

Hi Everyone,

It's been a long time since I updated anything. Hence to breath some new life into this blog, I shall let you into a personal world of my where fighting takes place in the most unique ways.

Character[Whose who?]:

Miaow FF [Faith-Filled/Fighter]

The one who has to rises up when Miaow FL tries to pull a fast one and take over. He brings out achieves of revelations and God-moments from Miaow's memories. Normally, he stays behind the scenes until the need rises for him to come out. Be it Miaow FL or a friend that needs some encouragement. He will be there.

Miaow

Your normal crazy guy, time to time; he has to put up with the two squabbling personality living inside him. But when regards with issues of judgement; only he have the last say. Not surprised that he has more personality inside him that has yet to come out. The regulars recently are Evil and Vain.

Miaow FL [Faithless]

This version of Miaow has abandon all hope and faith in God. He seeks to tune the entire system into going to "Hopeless" mode. He ultimate goal is to make sure the entire system enters a state of "Backslide"

Here's a conversation between them afew weeks back.

Miaow: *These few days are just horrible! No NFs, No Money, No Breakthroughs, No Nothing!! This is just plain stupid. It's like nothing is happening!!!*

Miaow FL: Ah ha... Yes... You should feel this way. Afterall, you shouldn't deserves all this. Go ahead, blame it on God!

Miaow: Ya... Sometimes I tried so hard, until I really feel like bang my head on the wall. Then nothing happens. Maybe I should just give up and walk out of this life, I don't have the calibur to live like that.

Miaow FF: No. Listen to me, don't give up now. Now is the most crucial moments in life. You must ride on it, no matter how hard things are.

Miaow: How? I prayed and nothing happened, I don't want to lose this chance; but I find it so hard to move.

Miaow FL: Then just drop everything! Let it go, it's already so hard taking care of yourself. Let alone you managing other people's life.

Miaow FF: No. Don't let go. You have fought so hard to be here. Here is nothing to you; you have been here many times. Just walk on and trust God.

Miaow FL: Walk on and trust God??!!! NOTHING is HAPPENING!!!! Your life isn't even normal!!! I see other kids out there; having the whole world to themselves! And here we are suffering with YOU!

Miaow FF: You are not normal, you have chosen the path to walk away from normal. You have lived it. What is normal are the things of the world. Worldlyness. You have been set apart by God for a destiny and purpose. Hold on and walk on.

Miaow: I don't know anything anymore, walking out seems so much easy; so much less painful. But all the efforts of the battles I've fought will be for naught.

Miaow FL: Listen to me! Drop everything! Go out! Go earn MONEY!!! You need money!!! You want money!!!! You will be broke!!! Go earn money!!!!

Miaow FL: Look at all other kids out there! KIDS!!! Those kids have MP3s! Handphones! and some other IMBAR stuffs! That you never comes close to touching! Here you are! 20! No money! No life!

Miaow FL: What about your parents??!!! Who is going to look after them? You are the only son! They need you! Giving your life for a more worthy cause? Please! Who is going to feed them??!!

Miaow FL: I don't even know why I need to have this conversation with you!

Miaow: Quiet!! Shut up! Just shut up!

Miaow FF: Miaow Guan, you must not give up and you cannot give up. You have a purpose and a destiny. Don't walk out of it.

Miaow FF: Rememeber the verse. "Seek first the kingdom of God and all these things share be added to you" God! Is a faithful God. He will not leave you nor will He forsake you. Trust Him, he will bring you through.

Miaow FF: Remember your first youth camp, Pastor How preach about a man who says this "Jesus gave His life for me, and now; I'm giving my life back to Him"

Miaow FF: Pastor Lia once ask this question "Even if there is no blessing at all in your life, will you still love Him? Will you still follow Him"

Miaow FF: Miaow Guan, you have exprience breakthough; you have seen the goodness of God and His blessing. The battles you fought are a testimony to that. You fought PO, school friends, relatives, barrenness, paths to take and etc...

Miaow FF: I don't have to name everything out. You know where God have lift you in your life. So today, as you are walking home. You need to once again, make a decision what do you want in life?

Miaow FF: I'm not going to go into "Their blood is on your hands" We are one and the same person. I know what are your thoughts and I understand how you feel and what you are going through. I can only bring into remembrance what had happened throughout your life.

Miaow FF: Only you have the last say, we can't force you. You need to tell yourself; What are you going next.

Miaow FF: We will once again lie dormant. But never forgot one thing, trust God and have faith in Him.

Miaow: But where do I go from here?

Miaow FF: Go back home and pray, Holy Spirit will guide you. Have faith.

Miaow: Yes. I will. I will rise from all this again. I will fight and win this battle! I have faith!

Miaow FF: Yes. Have faith and never give up. You will find your purpose and destiny, God had planned for you.

Miaow: Thank you for telling me all this.

Miaow FF: Give your thanks to God, we merely bring out what He had given you. All this are what He told you in the past. He has equip you with what you needed, and in times like this; you will be able to fight. But should you ever fail, He will lift you up again with a brand new revelation of Him. From there, you will gain something to fight the same battle, should you ever faced it again.

Miaow: Thank you God, for never forsaking me; even when I doubted Your promises.

Miaow: And now.... Time to storm the 4 Dimension and kick some devil's butt!

And there you have it. Time to time, such battle will come, and it's times like this. You determine the victor. Do you allow your old man to rob your destiny? Your faith in Christ? Your battles? Your victories? Your revelations? Your unsaved friends? Your unsaved family?

As a baby grows, the parents no longer spoon feed the baby and the baby learns to eat by him/herself. God is a father, as you grow in Him; you will realize that He will not spoon feed in the later part of your walk. He will teach you how to find food(Revelation), how to fight(Prayer), how to walk(Faith), how to never give up(Hope), how to reach out to lost souls(Love).

You have make a decision to pick up what he had given you and use them for warfare!
You have to take a bold step out and conquer!
You have been made more than a conqueror by Him!
You may not have everything, but in Him; you are something!
You may fail, but He never fails you pick you up!
You may feel forsaken, but He never forsakes you!
You are protect and loved by Him!

Ask yourself! Are you losing a battle? If you are, then take up your weapons and fight!
Your revelations of God are your weapons!
Revelations are the Word of God!

Even John 3:16 is a revelation! It's a comfirmation that Christ died for you on the cross, it's a comfirmation of your salvation! God did not saved you for nothing, He saved you; because He loved you.

Are you ready to fight?

[Coming to past]
[2008][Cipher]
[O]verdrive [C]hrono [I]nvoke [C]atalyst
[B]eta [M]odule [A]eolus [S]ystem
[P]roton [H]yper [O]bitual [T]rajectory [F]ortress
Maddness Project Miracle! Saving [L]ost [A]egis

This is my dream. For 2008, and it's coming to past and will come to past!

[U]timate
[B]urst [M]ode [I]ncrease
[P]ropulsion
Miaow Guan 2.0

-Vision-

"To be a living testimony to many that God can do the impossible and bring hope to people's lives"

"To impart the heart of faithfulness to a generation, that they will be faithful, detailed in the things they do and having a sacrificial heart. That this generation will serve God with all their heart and all their might. Helping Pastors to build the vision God have given them"

"Having a heart to reach those who are old and weary in age, that they might know Christ and have a deep intimate relationship with Him and serve in His house; for they have toiled all their lives just to find Him one day"

A Life Of Closeness

2008-07-08T09:28:00.002+08:00

Hi everyone,

Wow, between the intervals of my last post. It had been a journey of driving off course, coming back to God and revelations.

The Off Course:

Afew month back, I was in cold period. My life was falling apart bit by bits, and my world was like a cookie balanced pivoted on a needle under a hot sun. The heat from the sun slowly, dries up the cookie causing it to crumble crumbs by crumbs over a period of time. Yet the due to the fact that it’s pivoted on top of a needle, it battles to keep itself from falling over.

There are two reasons why this happens.

1st: I lost sight of who I am.

I started to live a life of selfishness, where I focus more on my own comfort; rather than living my life for others. I didn’t plan my life like I should have and did things that I want to do instead of the ones that I’m suppose to do. I started to skip homework, play games till late and wasting time on nothing constructive. I couldn’t care less about my own family or even my friends. It was a time of total rebellion against the silent prompting of God echoing in my heart.

2nd: I lost my fire for God.

Even thought I continued to serve in church. But on the inside, there was no substance to sustain that drive anymore. I was dry on the bread of God (His Words) and the water of God (His Presence). Very soon, I stop praying and stop reading His word. My excuse for the void of His nourishment was that “I’m too busy”; which was significantly not true.

Finally: The cookie crumbled.

It maybe able to balance itself well, but its environment doesn’t allow it to hold on forever. Eventually, the cookie dries up under the hot sun and crumbled into bits.

In our Christian walk, we may try to live with our own strength. Though it lasted for a period of time, but eventually; things of the world will wear us out. Our walk must be continuous, because there is a whole of eternally waiting for us. Time is like a travelator in an airport, and our walk is against the direction of it. If ever we stop walking, we unknowingly get transported backwards. Time still flows, but we are left behind.

Being faithful is one thing. But if there is no fire, that faithfulness cannot be sustain and if there is no vision; there will be nothing to drive it either.

Finally for myself, my world crumbled like that cookie did. My parents were unhappy with the lifestyle I’m leading, I felt I was living a hypocritical life, I withdrew from my friends and worse my own CG, my ministry duty starts to crash and worse of all worsening I withdrew from God and skip service.

But God,: His unending love and grace.

But God, picked me up. Through out the weekend that I wasn’t in church, many people worried for me. From their words of love and encouragement, I was lifted in faith to start walking again. Indeed, to start to walk again isn’t easy, but as we go along; our leaders supports us and God will lead us.

The Return:

As I start to straighten out my life and return to His arms. Things started to progress again.

Planning: Plan your life!
If you fail to plan, you plan to fail. To add on to that; if you don’t think ahead, you will trip ahead. It’s not only important to streamline your life, but also to think ahead what you are going to do next? This not only apply in the context of the workplan of our excel sheets, but in the things we do. My photography ministry leader Eric taught me always think what we are going to do next.

E.g. If you are going to shoot a photo of someone, think how the setting of the place will be like? And think how you are going to edit the photo after the photo is taken?

If you don’t, you will find errors in the photos you took and had to painstakingly remedies it while it could have been easily solved while shooting the photo.

Presence: Pray and read His Word!
Praying and reading is so important in our walk. It’s so easy to forgot who He is, His goodness to us, His miracle He had done for us, how much He love us, how much we matter to Him and how He had died for us.

Many times, we will think that we had prayed enough and read enough. But stop! Once that thought had entered your mind, you have been deceived! It’s never enough! As much as we can no longer increase the quantity of the time we can spend receiving from Him. Increase! In our quality! Make every moment in His presence a special one.

If ever we stop, we will slowly rely on our own strength and immediately there is a change. We go from walking in faith to walking in flesh, excellent standard to mere good, staying on rail to derailing wreck and living a life for others to living a life for self.
In the void of His presence, we forgot who we are and why we do the things we do.

The Revelation:

Here’s a little revelation I got from God while I was praying.

“Food are objects that satisfy your hunger when you consume them, if food in the natural realm do not fly straight into your mouth the very moment you are hungry, whatever makes you think that spiritual food does the same?”

Wow. Whenever we are dry and hungry, and in need of spiritual food. We need to step out! Step out of the natural and eat in the spiritual! Natural food can be consumed in the natural, but spiritual food has to be consume in the spiritual!

Spiritual food aren’t airy intangible “Stuff” floating in the air. They are real! They are the Word of God and His Presence. The Bread and the Water.

Before I end this post.
Ask yourself, have you eaten? If so, are you truly filled? Or are you still hungry?

The Fulfillment In God

2008-04-13T01:23:00.004+08:00

Hi,

I had a great revelation of God just today after reading a website on "Dating Advice"
(Author's Note: Yes! I do read such stuff, might you; I'm not getting any younger on age, beside reading these advices helps by giving you some insights to what do you really seek in a relationship with your partner.)

There are 10 dating advises, and the one I'm pointing out is number 9.

Dating Advice #9:
I have found something more satisfying than sex.

I know what you're thinking: "Yeh, right." But it's true. And in fact, in a way sex helped me to discover the something that outdoes it. And that something is not really a something, it's a someone. It's God.

Just hear me out on this one, I know it sounds far-fetched, but the whole thing makes sense. God has created us in such a way that we can't be ultimately satisfied by anything except Him. He built that into the human system, and into each one of our individual systems. As one man put it, "Inside every person is a God-shaped vacuum that only God can fill."

That's why we see people change careers, mates, fashions, and more -- because in our search for ultimate fulfilment, we get frustrated with the things (and people) that have not achieved it for us. So we discard them and move on to something (or someone) else, hoping that in them we will find the kind of fulfilment we are all really looking for. But the problem is, we never find it unless we come to God for it, because only He can provide it.

God loves us too much to see us truly satisfied by anything other than Himself. He wants the best for us, and that means Himself. Nothing or no one is more important than God. I know that's true because I found it out for myself. The emptiness I had -- after buying this and buying that, after sexual escapades, after all my efforts to be fulfilled in life -- the emptiness came to an end when I asked God into my life. More specifically, when I asked Jesus Christ into my life. Jesus Christ said, "He who comes to me will never go hungry, and he who believes in me will never be thirsty" (John 6:35). Those words came true in my life. When I entered into a relationship with God, the God-shaped vacuum inside me was finally filled. I didn't feel empty anymore. Consequently, knowing God has given me a deeper satisfaction than sex ever did.

(Content take from http://www.everystudent.com/sg/features/wolves.html)

The thing I'm pointing out isn't about God replacing our sexual craving. But the fulfillment of God in our lives.

Let sit down and dive into our thoughts, "What fulfills us? What is the thing you truly want more than anything else? What is the thing that unseen eyes inside your heart have set it's eyes upon?

Many of us can simply say "I want God! I want to run after Him!". But, sometimes in our walk with Him. We have simply changed our direction, unknowing to our hearts. Our fulfillment is no longer in God but things that we personally seek. These thing may not necessary be items or object of the physical, neither are they the luxury of life. They might be the pursuit of fame, glory, admiration, respect or even relationships that are not healthy.

What is the desire of our hearts? Are we fulfill with God in our lives? If you start to feel that there is once again an emptiness in your heart. Ask yourself what or who have you replace the void that can be only fill by God with? What is that thing that echoes in your heart daily?

The fulfillment of God in our lives is our daily walk with Him. Jesus is not someone you run to when you are in trouble. I'm not talking about the context of healing or divine intervention. I'm talking about going to Him every single days of our lives for our daily bread. He is the only way and there is NOTHING else in this universe that could even come close to replace Him.

After reading this, ask yourself. Are you fulfill in God? Or do you still hunger like the days before you met Him? What is that hunger? Daily Bread vs False Fulfillment

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-Vision-
"To be a living testimony to many that God can do the impossible and bring hope to people's lives"

"To impart the heart of faithfulness to a generation, that they will be faithful, detailed in the things they do and having a sacrificial heart. That this generation will serve God with all their heart and all their might. Helping Pastors to build the vision God have given them"

"Having a heart to reach those who are old and weary in age, that they might know Christ and have a deep intimate relationship with Him and serve in His house; for they have toiled all their lives just to find Him one day"

Certain Aspects

2008-03-17T01:19:00.001+08:00

Hi,

I was doing blog surfing, and I chanced upon this interesting quiz in Ming Han's blog. It seems to tells you what kind of person you are. I took it, and this is what it say:

Your Scored is:39

According to Doctor Phil:

Others see you as sensible, cautious, careful & practical. They see you as clever, gifted, or talented, but modest. Not a person who makes friends too quickly or easily, but someone who's extremely loyal to friends you do make and who expect the same loyalty in return. Those who really get to know you realize it takes a lot to shake your trust in your friends, but equally that it takes you a long time to get over it if that trust is ever broken.

Interesting enough it's quite true in certain aspects, but in the end it's how I perceive myself that matters. People can judge you how ever they want since it's how they perceive you, what really matter is you being tell to yourself. You know who you are, there are things that you will do; and there are those you don't.

It's about your inside, not much of your outside. You can act kind and humble, but how long can a act last? One day you will explode for not being yourself. Christ changes us from the inside out, peace on the outside must start with peace on the inside.

What's on the inside affects what's on the outside.

Character--> Thought--> Action--> Habit--> Lifestyle

Scary isn't it when we think about? Are you true to yourself? How do you look like when you really looked inside yourself with complete honesty?

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Decipher Jaslyn Sing

2008-03-16T20:02:00.005+08:00

Hi,

It's time to decipher what I have written about Jaslyn.

First let's understand the hint.

[H]int:

1. Reversal Chronos,

Meaning: You have to read the entire cipher backwards.

E.g. Eat to I love = I love to eat

2. Where water are Solid, Liquid and Gas. Yet it's one.

Meaning: The three words in one box is link and associated with one word.

E.g. Water(liquid), Vapour(gas) and Ice(solid) are three different state and form, but yet; they are still H2O.
[Shadow, Black, Ink] = Dark [Bright, Ray, Rainbow Fusion] = Light

3. Only the sound shall sound right, do not rely on the sight of words for some.

Meaning: Some of the words do not directly point to the word it's meant to decipher, it's how the word is being pronouns.

E.g. Thinking = {[A sound made by a triangle] + [The man who sits on the throne]}

4. They point a meaning and it shall be the word to be fill in.

Meaning: The meaning of the three words points to something, and once you know the meaning; find the word to fill it.

5. amp = &

Meaning: This is simple really, amp = & = and.

*Unknown Hint
6. The letter in the box is the main letter.

Meaning: Only take note of the letters that are being boxed, those are the ones that are in the deciphered message.

E.g. [E]l[a]s[t]ic = Eat

Now let's decipher it!

[C]ipher:
[Believe, Trust, Confidence] the [Require, Necessary, Want] just [Her, Refer, Noun] [This Moment] ,[Ability, Expertness, Proficiency] the [Understand, Perceive, Apprehend] amp [Beating, Pumping, Vital Organ] the has [Her, Refer, Noun] .[Quick, Speed, Rapid] [Knowledge, Capture, Absorb] [I]ri[s] [Her, Refer, Noun] amp [Memories Archiver] good [A]rt [I]ri[s] {[Incline, Bend, Backwards]+[Music, Blues, Saxaphone]}

#1. Reversal Chronos Deciphered
{[Music, Blues, Saxaphone]+[Incline, Bend, Backwards]} [I]ri[s] [A]rt good [Memories Archiver] amp [Her, Refer, Noun] [I]ri[s] [Knowledge, Capture, Absorb] [Quick, Speed, Rapid].
[Her, Refer, Noun] the has [Beating, Pumping, Vital Organ] amp [Understand, Perceive, Apprehend] the [Ability, Expertness, Proficiency], [This Moment] [Her, Refer, Noun] just [Require, Necessary, Want] the [Believe, Trust, Confidence].

#2. Three words as one Deciphered
{[Jazz]+[Lean]} [I]ri[s] [A]rt good [Photographer] amp [She] [I]ri[s] [Learning] [Fast].
[She] the has [Heart] amp [Knows] the [Skills], [Now] [She] just [Needs] the [Faith].

#3. Sound of the word Deciphered
{Jaslyn} [I]ri[s] [A]rt good [Photographer] amp [She] [I]ri[s] [Learning] [Fast].
[She] the has [Heart] amp [Knows] the [Skills], [Now] [She] just [Needs] the [Faith].

#4. Meaning of the filled in Deciphered
Jaslyn [I]ri[s] [A]rt good photographer amp she [I]ri[s] learning fast.
she the has heart amp knows the skills, now she just needs the faith.

#5. Amp = & Deciphered
Jaslyn [I]ri[s] [A]rt good photographer & she [I]ri[s] learning fast.
she the has heart & knows the skills, now she just needs the faith.

#6. Box words Deciphered
Jaslyn is a good photographer & she is learning fast.
she the has heart & knows the skills, now she just needs the faith.

Decipher Message For Jaslyn:
Jaslyn is a good photographer & she is learning fast.
she the has heart & knows the skills, now she just needs the faith.

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Her Love And Concern Is Always With Us

2008-01-29T09:43:00.003+08:00

Hi,

I believe most of you have already known. My grandmother passed away a few months ago. This post is in memory of her love and care for all she have loved.

She was doting toward me and I love her. She always give the best to me, and I was very much spoilt by her in my childhood days. The thing she always does is to give me a big chuck or meat; be it pig trotter or chicken drumstick and ask me to chew on it.

For she death, it was sad for the whole family. But her death had a significant truth to the things people always says, "When you die, the money you earn in your entire life time doesn't matter anymore, what's matter are the people who loved and cared for you; your friends and your family"

I think it's quite true, not say that money isn't important, but to point out that money isn't more important than family and friends. What good does it do when you have earn a hugh sum of money yet had not build relationships with the people close to you?

For her death, it had brought about a new life in the family "Reunion". My family had been quite scattered, due to the fact few of us lived so far apart. We rarely get to meet each other except during Chinese new year. Now the family is closer and there is forgiveness of misunderstanding, everyone began to care for one another again.

This is a family. A real family. I love my family.

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Jaslyn Sing nylsaJ gniS

2008-01-22T11:15:00.000+08:00

Hi,

This post will be about Jaslyn Sing, and she will have to decipher what I wrote to read what I wrote about her. If you wish, try decipher it in the comment.

[H]int:
Reversal Chronos, where water are Solid, Liquid and Gas. Yet it's one.
Only the sound shall sound right, do not rely on the sight of words for some.
They point a meaning and it shall be the word to be fill in.
amp = &

[C]ipher:

[Believe, Trust, Confidence] the [Require, Necessary, Want] just [Her, Refer, Noun] [This Moment] ,[Ability, Expertness, Proficiency] the [Understand, Perceive, Apprehend] amp [Beating, Pumping, Vital Organ] the has [Her, Refer, Noun] .[Quick, Speed, Rapid] [Knowledge, Capture, Absorb] [I]ri[s] [Her, Refer, Noun] amp [Memories Archiver] good [A]rt [I]ri[s] {[Incline, Bend, Backwards]+[Music, Blues, Saxaphone]}

Don't worry, what ever coded in the cipher is good things about her.

Have fun deciphering.

[2008][Cipher]
[O]verdrive [C]hrono [I]nvoke [C]atalyst
[B]eta [M]odule [A]eolus [S]ystem
[P]roton [H]yper [O]bitual [T]rajectory [F]ortress
Maddness Project Miracle! Saving [L]ost [A]egis

This is my dream. For 2008

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Capacity!!!

2008-01-20T00:53:00.000+08:00

Hi!

Wow! Praise God! For He answers prayers!

I know after reading this post, you will be thinking I'm kinda insane. But I'm fully sober and aware of what is happening and at the same time learning to cope with it.

After the miracle that happened in my school, my heart is spark to take on the school again for God and to grow more intimately with God. I prayed that God will use me as His vessel to reach out to people and love them; mould me as He deem please that His will, will be done.

True enough, I'm going through a season of moulding from God and that it's frustrating, yup; as clear cut as it get, it doesn't feel good. But from it I know I will learn alot and facing it with a positive attitude is better than complaining it's hard to go through.

Frustrating is a good thing, it means; it means that I feeling it. But feeling it is only the first part, the second part is; I must do something about it! Knowing the errors and not making an effort to change, means the errors still remains; To really grow, I must make changes to my lifestyle, character and attitude. Allowing God to make me more like Jesus Christ, His son who selflessly died on the cross for our sins.

[To live life to the fullest isn't to enjoy the best and indulge with the lifestyle that deem wholesome by the world, to live life to the fullest is to have a choice over living what is right. There is only one life to live, what do you want to live for? For what cause? For what purpose? Where does your present sits in? What does your future lies?]

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[B]eta [M]odule [A]eolus [S]ystem
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Frustration

2008-01-16T12:28:00.000+08:00

Hi,

I never like to write things that reflects alot like a daily rant in my blog, I perfer more towards inspirational writing that are base on serious thoughts and events. But still, I need to vent something from my present situation.

This writing derive from the stress I'm facing in all factors of the things I do. It's a clear cut complain, but if you wish, try to decipher the real message I have written.

[I]nside [t]he' [s]leep [r]eality [e]rrode [a]way [l]ife [l]ight
[y]earningly [f]lying [r]unnning [u]p [s]tars [t]hat [r]uin [a]geless
[t]hinking [i] [n]ow [g]rown, [t]o [h]eed [e]lecticly [t]o [h]eld [i]ce
[n]umbly [g]rasping [s]olely [I]nto [d]oing [o]verly [a]ctions
[r]endering [e]ffect [n]ot' [t]ried [g]rumbling [o]nly [i]nward [n]ull
[g]reatness [w]anting [e]jects [l]una [l]ateness. [I] [n]ow
[t]ired [h]eading [e]ast [e]nd [n]oticing [d]ate, [e]valuating [v]irtual
[e]arth [r]eady [y]ielding [o]cean [n]ever [e]cho [a]stoundly [r]ight
[o]ver [u]nknown [n]ation [d]eveloping [m]inimum [e]rrors; [h]ay
[a]rrows [d]rive [t]hrough [o]zing [r]emnant [e]qual [d]anger [o]rion
[m]ist [y]oke [w]ith [o]xygen [r]ust [k]aleidoscoping [f]orth
[o]vershine [r]ushes [m]ixing [e]xternal [b]reath [e]rasing [c]oal
[a]luminum [u]ranium [s]parse [e]xsistance [i]mmesh [t]rama'
[s]ides [h]ollowing [o]range [r]ural [r]oute [i]ncreasing [b]lack [l]ush
[y]ard [w]ith [r]ight [o]ath [n]eglating [g]allant.

This isn't only mixing and throwing of words, they are form with careful throughts; even masked mindless rant, shouldn't be mindless in plain sight. It should also reflect present situation as well. Masking sad thoughts with happy word that doesn't conclude any meaning when form into a sentence doesn't help in expressing. People will not bother to deciper when it doesn't give a hint to what it's trying to express.

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My Miracle In School

2008-01-15T13:29:00.000+08:00

Hi,

I remember when I was in year 1, I prayed for a friend. But there was nothing, he remains the same, talks the same and nothing was changed in him. I given up altogether since I deem the entire thing hopeless.

But one year later, something happened. It didn't come in form of him being changed suddenly; but it came in form of a woman.

8-Jan-2008, A relieve lecturer came to teach the class, she wasn't one that I really like; solely because of the fact that she teach and I'm suppose to pay attention. But slowly I grew to like her
style of teaching and acknowledged she is good.

But the really thing that shock me the most was that she is a on fire Christian, filled with passion for Jesus Christ and ready to share the Gospel at anytime. The last lesson of the day belongs to her and at the end of it, something really amazing happened.

She was concern with afew classmates in my class and the focus slowly turn toward a friend who smokes. She being to share about ways that it's possible to quit smoking, and how miracle can happen and bring up some of the examples of when she encounter them in her life, slow she went on and start to share the Gospel with him.

I was in disbelieved, not because she started sharing the Gospel with that friend. But because; right in front of my eyes, my prayers was answered. That friend of my who had a habit to smoke got a chance to listen to the Gospel and he is really listening. Somehow, I saw a desire in his eyes; I saw a desire for hope, a searching to know something more.

Something in my heart begin cracking, it was like a cry an anguish; even people who reject Christ out right all the time, have a yearning to listen to the Gospel. But, soon his phone rang and he had to leave. I was quite sad that he couldn't stay to listen more, but in my heart, I knew a seed is sow into his heart.

Soon that friend I had been praying for when I was in first year started to ask questions, he have alot of doubts in this hearts and most of those I could never answer since I not very knowledgeable in Bible knowledge. I prayed that one day his doubts can be answer and I will be able to invite him to my church. Now, it came to pass; God sent someone to answer his doubts and more than that. I was strengthen even more with the revelation of God from his doubts.

Gospel:
John 3:16 (New King James Version)
16 For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life.

During the sharing, realise that Holy Spirit was there in the classroom, His presence was very strong and I could feel Him working something in my heart. It all suddenly click, the very passion to love and reach out to my classmates was re-ignited. At that moment, was a mix of thoughts and revelation. I wanted to start crying in class, the God, my Lord answered my prayer even though it was a year ago, He is faithful and He knows of the right time to answers prayers.

My heart was broken, the love of Christ is truly amazing; to pursue each and everyone even though we reject Him over and over, He always give us a chance to have a say of Yes or No to Him.

The whole sharing session ended three hours later. I was touched, not only by the revelation I received but by the fact that God will as to go so far, just to find one suitable person and sent her directly here, fill with the wisdom of Holy Spirit to sow seeds, clear doubts and ignite once again a cold and faithless heart.

I was walking toward the bus stop and I remember the miracle to a person who is able to just quit smoking. I decide to get the class to pray for that classmate who smokes, I want a miracle for him and I want to get him saved.

There is nothing to stop me, but myself. My heart now cries that my class will be saved. For in the midst of purposeless and worldliness, people no matter what, still search to know the God that bring salvation to their lives unknowingly.

Love God, Love People, Love Life
Intimacy with God, Strong in His Word, Loving People

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Falling, But Coming Back

2007-10-21T19:27:00.000+08:00

Hi Everyone,

It's been a long time since I did any update. Here goes.

I'm pretty sure afew of you would have noticed that I look very tired for the pass few weeks. Yup, I am tired. But it's not the physical that causes it, but it's the spiritual. Thanks for all your concern, I'm now back on feet again.

Back then, I was facing some struggles in my life and wasn't coping well with it. Like many, everytime we faces troubles in struggles. We offen choose to run away from God till we clear everything up before coming back to Him. But God, being a loving God doesn't want that; He understands the pain we are facing because He had been in our place before. Two Thousand years ago Jesus Christ came and He walk on earth, He exprience how is it like and He understands how we feel when we faces our own struggles. The one good example will the night before Jesus was crucify in the garden of Gethsemane, He struggled because He was going to die. But nevertheless, He choose to run to God and bow to His will.

Luke 22: 42

saying, "Father, if it is Your will, take this cup away from me; nevertheless not My will, but Yours, be done."

But, instead of running to God; I choose to run away. The more I run the worse my struggles becomes. Soon, instead of clearing up the mess. I worsen my own mess even more. By then my heart grew cold towards God, I may come to church; but on the inside, I'm hollow, empty and cold.

Slowly, I feel I'm falling; falling away from the God, to the abyss of darkness. Thus not only I killed my spiritual time and connection with God, the things I do starts to fall apart. My outward appearance started to transform into an absolute tired and lifeless man.

But, God is always gracious and mercyful. Althought my heart left Him, but His heart never left my. He still loves me and wants me back. Finally, I realise I should stop running away. Running away doesn't solve anything, but God can help to sort out everything. He reminded me something I once told myself.

"The chains that bind me and my struggles, now bind me and God. Because the struggles will continues to exist hence the chain between me and it will never break; and for that reason the chains between me and God will never break either."

He continued through my leader and told me about my "Faithfulness" in Him He revealed that

"The faithfulness you have, isn't something you made up by your own thoughts. It is something give by Me, it will not fade away like the thoughts you thought up; because it is made by Me and given to you by Me"

With those words, it is like a divine capulator. I was falling, but I was caught. Not only was I caught; but I was shot back up to a place even higher than where I was before. God indeed is a faithful God. His faithfulness never leaves us and never forsakes us.

Tornado of thoughts

2007-10-16T01:06:00.000+08:00

Hi,

It's been so long since I do any update again. Guess, I'm not the kind really cut out for regular blogging. But strangely, it seems when I'm filled with thoughts needed to be expressed; I will always thought about writting it in the blog.

For most of you who don't know, I am still a human. There will be not only emotions of joy and peace, but there are emotions of anger, saddness and hatred. Sometimes they come out of me (Yes they do) But, here's the thing. Before it escapes your thought into your expression, body language and brain wave signal (What I call cat instinct or atmostphere inducer). Should you look inside and recompose yourself and hold it to judge where you stand and where the situation stands as well? Anger is like a fire, it escapes a person's heart and heat thing around it up. Learn to hold it.

Sometimes, we set an Ice-Barrier around ourselves to minimize communication between the people around us. But is that what a person really desire? It's understandable when we need some peace and quiet at time. But really, it's painful to live a life that voids of relationship and communication with people. What is even more painful is when we have people who care for us but we choose to isolate ourselves from them. Sometimes, we feel that we are lonely and nobody really cares about us. If you have a look inside yourself, you will see that there are alot of people who cares and they hurts whenever you ice yourself up away from them.

Don't Run Away When You Are Lost. Always Go Back And Find Him...

Coming Home

2007-05-18T11:28:00.000+08:00

Hi Everyone,

It's been a long time since I posted something in my blog. Alot of things happened to me between the last post and the recent one which is this one.

I have alot of things I want to say... Things like relationships, commitment, faith...

.............................................................................................................................................................................

Ok... I didn't really finsh this post when I first wrote it, So... I will continue it from here. I just suddenly feel alot of ideas up my mind...

But not now, aleast not in this post.... But that day when I started this post, I was kinda like in a all time low. I was lost in my mind, thoughts swimming around and clashing together. Fame or Destiny? In the in end... It just boils down to go back to Him. Going home....

Yup... Going home.... Going back into His arms and His destiny for me. Life was not easy in poly, because there is alot of choices there for you to made, you could be famous, popular, wanted, adore, idolize.... All these things... Were like valued and craved for. Then it occured to me, that as much as we a known by everyone... These will still fade away in time, time still sweeps across it and in the end; it dies.

But a destiny of reaching out is so different. It's a eternal cause, people will not all remember you for it. But the lives of the people you changed and make a difference in, it's so powerful. I realise that my life for myself doesn't really have much meaning, it's quite selfish to live for only yourself.

If you could do one thing, that is to bring life to a person who feels that he or she is dead... Isn't that something wonderful and beautiful? It's something I will try, I will dare to try. Rejections might come, people might think that you are too nosy or more or less too friendly as a stranger or a not so close friend. I should really try... Things are never too scary or so bad that one shouldn't attempt to do good things for people. That's right!

Coming home to make a difference!
Miaow Guan

New Look!!! New Updates!!! New Stuffs!!!

2007-02-17T00:27:00.000+08:00

Hi Everyone!

This blog has been revamp!!!! Woo...Hoo...! Doesn't it look different? I upgrade from the old Blogger account to the new Google account... The changes aren't really that big though, but there will be more changes in the future =)

[New Updates!]
Next Up!!! Those who want the photos of E Zone Steamboat Outing... Here is the link!
http://s45.photobucket.com/albums/f87/tanmiaowguan/E%20Zone%20Steamboat%20Outing/

I know it's kinda crappy to make you guys search for the link and all... But soon I will be getting a Multiply account. This way, everyone can access my photos more easily!

[New Stuffs!]
As you can see, I've shifted the "Tagboard". This way, everyone can leave a word or a shout; without having the trouble to scroll down.

Then I added "MyBox MyStuff", it's for putting my stuff inside which I wish to show everyone; I guess the things in there will be permenent. Yup!

Finally I would like to make a sprite comic. Perharp I would make a sprite comic box or something for it.

Well.... I guess that's all for now... Update more next time =)

Bye bye

Burst Off Accelerate
Miaow Guan

Updates and Updates

2007-02-07T15:49:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone,

I't been so long since I updated this dead blog. Ok... lets get on with the updates. I've got some image upgrade during Heart Awards/Create 2006. Got my hair styled. =) quite happy about it.

http://s45.photobucket.com/albums/f87/tanmiaowguan/Heart%20Awards%20and%20Create%202006/

Yup. That's all...

Acturally, I feel a heaviness in my heart... Are we living a right life? Is the things people normally do right? Or do we decide what is right by our heart? Do we do things that made us guilty in the end?

This time, I want to live a right life. A holy life. The world is dark, BUT God is LIGHT. From Him I shall draw my strength. From Him I shall learn the truth. I don't care what other people thinks, so what the world is dark and ugly... I've found hope in Jesus Christ, and to Him I shall cling on.

That's all...

Burst Off Accelerate
Miaow Guan

Heart of God church Poly outing!!! =D

2006-09-20T22:50:00.000+08:00

Hello Everyone!

Here is a new post! =D It happened quite recently i think afew weeks ago. It's the Heart of God church Poly outing!!! Yay!!!

I had so much fun that day! =D All of us meet at Marina MRT Station first. Then we take a bus (It's either bus 400 or 402 ^_^; ) to go to a place where we can eat all we want on a (Steamboat fusion Grill) cooker for price of $12!!!

It was very fun, cooking our own food. It taste great too!! You know what I like best there? It's not the meat, fish, crab, prawn, or soup, but.... it's the Green Bean Soup!!!!! Yup! That's right! The GREEN BEAN SOUP!!!!!!! Oh...... It taste soooo good..... I was like..... Erm..... Another bowl after another bowl..... I think I ate a total of 6-7 bowls of green bean soup.

Then after we finsh eating... We went to find some of the guys who went off eariler to play Pool or Snooker or Billard.... (Whatever.... I don't know what is it anyway)

Hahahaha!!! Here comes the fun part!!!! After we just finsh eating.... We play abit of Serect Number. Those who loss must play Para Para Paridise!!!!! Ahahahahaha!!!! I mean really!!! It's PARA PARA PARIDISE!!!!!! =D AHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!! =D Okok.... =) That was going overboard.... ^_^;

Eventurally... Everybody join in a play as well..... By then.... I was fed up with my camera's slow shuttle due to my choice to capture images under natural indoor lights. So.... Some images will look.... (not very nice) Example; The images below.

Because the shuttle is slow.... The lighting looks more natural and brighter in the back ground.... But this cause the pictures to go blur! =( To make it worse.... It goes blur.... Because.... They are dancing!!!! ^_^;

Then we stay in the arcade and played some more games.... They are really fun!! We played games like, Racing Cars, Shooting, Challenging, Fighting and Soccer =D

Finally.... It's time for group photo!!!! =)

When we finally returned to Marina MRT Station, Ernest did a stunt on the lamp post!!!

When we enter the train... Other guys began to copy him... Hahahaha....

We had lots of fun!! Maybe next time... I'll ask YOU! To come along.... That's right!! YOU!!! God loves you! And we love you too!!! You are welcome to come along alot next time!! Just drop me an e-mail if you are intrested to come join us next time when we had an outing =)

That's all now... God bless you in all things ^_^

Bye Bye

Fireworks burn...

2006-08-24T23:07:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone!

I knowI know.... I didn't update for a long time.... But this time I got something new to update! =D I will try to update as much as I can. But then again... Nothing big happens around me ^_^;
Maybe I will put in sprite comic! Hahahaha!!! No worries... I will make sure the content is LAME!
Ahahahaha.... Oh..... That's so funny!!!! Ahahahaha......

Okok... back to the main thing. As my tittle says... I was involve with fireworks. Here is what really happens

"Woo.... Fireworks must new nice! It's great when you have relatives who own a vechical to drive you around just to see fireworks" I thought to myself as I walk toward the field outside Kallang Stadium. I was standing on the railing hoping to have a better look at the fireworks since the trees there was quite dense. I crane my neck eagerly enticipating the fireworks to go off. "Gee... What's with bugs and my legs? One bettle just bit me! Ahh!!! It's a big one!!! Shoo! Shoo! Go away!!! Leave me alone!"

"Bam! Bam! Bang! Boom!" Goes the fireworks. "Wow! Amazing! It's so beautiful!" I thought to myself". "Wait.... What's this? Black rain or something? No.....?". "Oh no.... it's ashes!!! Debris of the firework.... Mmm.... Wait a minute.... Should these black particles be dangerous?". "Oh no!!! Looks like it's time to run!!! I don't want to get hit by the big pieces!!! Ahhh!!!". "Oh ya!! Where to run? Should I run left or should I right? Should I run facing forward or backward?". "Erm.... Should I even be thinking? Or should I just run first?". "Looks like it's best to run first!!! Big pieces are raining towards me!!!! Ahhhh!!!!". "Run for your lives!!! The British are coming!! The British are COMING!!!! Ahhh!!!!".

I ran and ran facing upward to see the fireworks. They are so beautiful, too bad I did bring along my camera... Then again I nearly knock a photographer over while i was running ^_^; Marveling at the fireworks.... I was unaware of the damage the ashes was doing to my skin. To be preise I was unaware of the damage they are doing to the back of my neck. I ran quickly and finally found my aunts who came along with me. They took out the umbrella and we quickly hid under it. "Bam! Bam! Pow!" There goes the last fireworks. "Oh look!!! A burning firework is falling towards the people!!!". "Phew.... Looks like thay dogde it in time... Or I think they did... Wait... Did they dogde it or not? Oh no....! What happens if they didn't dogde it? Oh ya.... Quite serious burns". "Mmm.... Lucky me... Not even a scratch... ^_^ Lets go catch another fireworks at Marina Park!!!"

Voom.... Goes the my uncle's Van. "

( To cut the long story short here is the point form of what happens next)

-Rush to catch another fireworks for the Fireworks Festival
-Realise there is no fireworks at all
-Went to eat oyster omellete and satay
-Visit the new Cifford Harbour
-Go home

When I reach home... I notice some pain on my neck. But I didn't care... The next morning, it was painful so I applied some Aloe Vera Gel. Then it didn't get any better, that is when my father suggest that I should see a doctor.

(To cut the long story of visiting the eccestric doctor short here is the point form of what happened in his clinic)

-Aunt, Cousin and Cousin's boyfriend went with me
-We wait for my number
-Werid, Funny and Strange doctor ask what happen
-Doctor make scastic remarks
-Doctor cleaned and treated the wound
-Doctor ask to collect medicene
-Collect medicene and pay
-Go home

*Some to rememeber about the doctor*

Doctor: Why did you put some Ketchup in the first place?
Me: Huh? It is one of those remedy for burn? Like toothpaste?
Doctor: No.... You should have also add pepper.... Afterall your skin is already half-cooked
Me: Oh..... -_-; heheheheh......

Then I applied and eat the medicene given to me and I'm all better now =)

That all for now... I will try to post more next time....

Bye bye =)

God bless whoever you are that has read this. Jesus loves you and you are valued in His eyes no matter what other people say or think.

Thanks Melvin for your "Glass Slipper"... Opps 0_0... I mean... Black Shoes ^_^;

2006-07-18T20:34:00.000+08:00

Hello Everyone!

Sorry I rarely update this blog. You know when it comes to blog... When the writing feeling isn't there i just can't write ^_^; hehehe..... Well today blog update is about a story that happen long ago... About two weeks ago.... =)

Here is goes...

Once upon a time....
There lived a really muddle-headed guy call Miaow Guan. Aparrantly this lucky guy have been choosen to serve on the afternoon shift in King's house on a particular day for a party So... he prepared his black amour, deatomizer, wrist-protector, weapon belt and minty crystals. Not to forgot... He also trimmed his claws before he left home.

As we have said. He is a muddle-headed guy. He forgot one of the important parts of an amour. The protective black boots. He forgot about it totally until he reach the floor teleporter of the King's house. "Oh NO!!! O_O! I forgot about the protective black boots! How am I going to serve in His party later? OH NO!!!.... No wonder I could running so fast today..."

As he panic, he went in the teleporter and pressed six floor, the ballroom where the party will be held. He exit from the teleporter, his mind ran amock in panic "OH NO!!! How could I be so forgetful! oh no.... What should I do???!!!" As the Chief GateKeeper Knight walk in... He told her what happened. She understood and replied that he could borrow apair from the one GateKeeper Knights who is serving in the morning senior teaparty.

When the morning senior teaparty ended. He started to help out to prepare the ballroom of the party. He decided that he could borrow apair later, since the morning shift GateKeeper Knight are also helping out to prepare the ballroom.

Suddenly a gush of wind wash pass followed by a echo of "Oh no! Miaow Guan!", Melvin one of the Laser and Holographic Specialist rush down in front of him. "Miaow Guan! You can't wear those and serve during the party. Here wear my, you can return it to me after the party ended" Melvin immediately took of his protective black boots and lend them to him.

Miaow Guan's jaws nearly dropped. Before he even ask for help, someone had already notice and offer him help. He was so touched in his heart. "Oh! Thanks Melvin!!! I can't believe this!! Thanks you so much for helpping me!!"

The party later went on very smoothly. After the party ended, he returned the shoes back to Melvin. All thanks to Melvin he was able to serve on the King's party that day.

The End

Well, that all for today's blog, before leaving please tag on my tagboard! Thank you =D

Bye Bye

Usher Chalet! WOO HOO!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-06-16T20:40:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone!

I'm back again to update this blog! =) Last Wenesday and Thursday, I went for Usher Chalet (Thanks to Hui Ting for booking) and I stayed overnight! It was so fun!!!!!! I enjoyed myself very much!

We BBQ, fry food, worship God, play PS2 (All thanks to Christoper!)! The BBQ food was really nice we ate fishball, crab stick, honey grilled chicken wings, hotdogs and mashmallow(Cystal makes the best BBQ mashmallow! Brown crust on the outside, soft in the inside! Yummy!)

For fry food, we ate nuggets, french fried and fried chicken: Garlie flavour and Hot & Spicy flavour (Thanks to Ming Jie now I'm not afraid to fry food anymore ^_^) Everything is so delicious =)

I had so much fun and I love it!!!! It's the best!!! Better than any chalet I ever been to =D

I guess the fun did not only derive from the entertainment that was there. The reason why it was the best was because I was part of it. Having fun is one thing but being one with fun is another experience. This is the reason I think it is the best chalet ever.

Last but not least, God presence was there and that's why it's so different . As we worship, God's presence came down upon the living room. Under the presence of God is where we truly unwind and refresh our spirit. In God, He lift our burden, He restore our mind.

I pray that those who are reading this blog will too get a chance to exprience God. God is like a person, when we speaks to Him, He speaks to us too. He is real and He loves us all...... =)

God Bless You
Miaow Guan

RedRain is coming!!!!

2006-05-01T13:17:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone!!!!

Great news!!!!!! An awsome christain rock band is back in singapore this year again!!!!!! Thier music are really AWSOME!!!!!! You guys must go for the concert!!!!!! For more information go to http://www.redrain.sg/

In this website, you get to listen to their sample songs, watch a trailer, know about the venue, get ticket and participate in a contest to win an ipod nano!!!!

Guys go and see the website NOW!!!!!!!!!! It something not to be miss!!!!! If you happened to love rock music, this is a must go!!!!! You wouldn't regret clicking on that link =D

That's all for now ^_^;

Don't miss this chance to go for the concert!!!!!! I guarantee, that you will never regret it =D It's a really must go!!!!! See ya there!!!!

Bye Bye

3 Camps, a Burned Claypot and other issues

2006-04-22T10:37:00.000+08:00

Hello Everyone!

Nope ^_^ this blog isn't dead... It's just that i'm too lazy to update it. Well as you can see in my tittle, I'm going to write about my exprience in 3 camps. Namely Sports Camp, Freshman Orientation Camp and 3DO Extrema Camp.

Well.... Apparantly I forgot everything I wanted to write. But all 3 camps are fun and I really enjoyed all of them. I meant alot of good friends =) I will never forget all this friends. It's carzy to name all of them... So..... I won't do that ^_^;

About that burned claypot, well..... there was one night I reheat a pot of soup. I left alone and forgot about it. Then the soup dried up and the pot was burned. So..... I was afraid my parents would scold me.... So... I stayed up till 2am to wait for the claypot to cool down. Then I scrubed the claypot clean.

The other issues are.... The Campus Superstar finals was great, their singing was awsome. Then another thing is that I made awful tasting jam out of the fibre of the fruits in the juicing machine.

Well that's all =) nothing else to add

Bye Bye

Sooo... Many things I didn't update

2006-03-18T11:02:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone!

I guess it's been a really really long time since i update this blog. Well let me put everything that happened in short sentences =) Haha....

Bad Fall!
2 weeks ago, i went to east coast park. It was so fun! I went with Shi Long, Siew Kee, Shu Wen, Hui Xian and Iskandar. We rented bikes for a total of 4 Hours! What's best it cost us only $8! Which means we got one hour free if we rent one hour. The auntie there says, one hour for $4 and you got one hour free. That means we got 2 hours for $4 and $4 for 8 hours! Cool! We had alot of fun and I learn afew mini tricks. Shi Long ask if i could stand on the bike and I tried it. At first I could stand by keeping my body low, then later I learned to stood up straight. Slowly I learn to balance well and I learned to balance my body on one side of the bike, then I go off without one hand and slowly I learn to let go both my hands. Haha... I was so happy! But later an accident occur..... I fall down.... It's not because of the tricks I've learn. It's because.... I speed.......
Hahahaha..... But I'm all right now =) The worse part was when I apply the ointment on the wound, it was carzily painful! ~_~

Buying Shoes
I suppose one week ago, my father and I went to Jurong Point to get a pair on new shoes. Woah... It was hard getting one for him. We went to two stores, the first one was quite good. But the shoes they sold were too expensive. By the way, my father and I were looking for running shoes. So... we went to the next store and at the same time they were having removal sale. That means they are giving 60% discount! Woo Hoo!!!!!! We went in and look around for shoes. Then it just goes on and on looking for a good pair. You see, everyone wanted something comfortable for their feet and in the end my father finally found the one he wants. The salesman was good, he was very paitent with us even thought he had alot of customers to serve. My father chose the "New Balance" brand. So how I think his feet is only meant to wear "New Balance" brand shoes. Hahaha.... Now it's my turn to pick a pair I wanted. I wanted something cheap but at the same time I didn't want to spend too much time looking for one. In the ends nothing fit and I decided to go along and try the shoes my father bought. It was comfortable, so I ask the salesman to get me a different colour shoes from my father and a size, one half bigger than his. Yup! my feet is bigger than my father's and my father bought me the same shoes he bought only in different colours and different size. Hahaha.... =) I got the orange pair and his was the yellow pair, I'm
size 9 and he is size 7 1/2. Both of us are happy at the end of the day =D

Well..... there is still more, maybe next time I'll post it. =) That's all for now! ^_^

Bye Bye

The issues of being angry OR not when being exploited

2006-03-07T09:23:00.000+08:00

Hello,

Welcome to the first installment of the little things we can learn in our life.

Today I shall raise the issue of getting angry OR not if you are being exploited. OK! Exploited (Meaning: 1. To employ to the greatest possible advantage, 2.To make use of selfishly or unethically) There are times we MAYBE exploited by others. I'm not saying that this is a good thing, but i see it as an act of over helping someone. Of course we can help people! But being asked to help so many times, it does seems ridiculous. You know, let's not judge if the people who exploit us are right or wrong. Let look at ourselves, do we have the right to judge them? Well.... I can't answer that either.

You see, when a person request for our help. We have two choices to make, either we accept or reject. Some may accept, thus they ended up helping the person. Then, they were request by the same person to help again and again. Here is the question, do we have a choice to make? Yes! We do, have a choice to make. Do we chose to help again or not. We can certainly chose not to help. We are not force to help them, but it seems we are obligated to do so because we are being asked.

When we help people, do we help because we hope for something in return? Sometimes yes and sometimes no. It's certainly harder to help somebody whom you want something in return rather than those who don't have anything to give you. When we help, lets us all help others with a good heart. Don't bear hate even if there is nothing in return. After we helped, we had done our job. If the person who recieved our help was ungrateful that is that person's issues. No point judging them as it does not change their perception either.

Another thing is that there is nothing to boast when you helped someone. Just keep it in your heart, there are people out there who does thing even worse. People who helped others and turn around to claim that they are being exploited! They are the worse than those who exploited them. If you can't help people, then reject the request politely. We may have reasons as sometimes there are thing that aren't within our power to help. It's wrong to accept the request and then claim that you have been used and abused. Not only you make the person whom you helped feel bad, other people around might misjudge the person! It's wrong!

This is what I really think, when are person is really exploited by other people. The person won't even know or realize. Only those around them will be able to see it. There are people who are exploited because they genuinely wanted to help. If a person knows that they are being exploited it's a normal reaction to stop helping. Nobody wants to be exploited! If there are people around who kept saying that they are being exploited by others, ask them. Why don't they stop others from exploiting them?

In ending here, I just want to say that when we help other do it with a heart. Don't help because you wanted something and don't help if you want to let others see that you've been victimized.

Bye bye =)

I've got External Hard Disk

2006-03-03T17:54:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone,

Today i got myself a external hard disk! Woo hoo!!! I'm so happy! I was the last person who got to buy it, lucky me =) But I didn't get posted to the poly I wanted in the JAE. My first choice was SP Infocomm Securitiy. I was posted to my second choice which is in NP Information Technology =) But it's ok!!!! God put me there for a reason =D

Mmm..... This blog is too plain =( I wish i can do something about it.

That's all for today =)

Bye bye

The start of my blog

2006-03-03T14:15:00.000+08:00

Hello,

Today is the birth of this blog and I hope everyone will like it :) For this blog, I not only intend to write thing that happen in my life but what can we learn from the small things around us. Plus, I will also try to write a story that a frictional. Hope it will be intresting :). Well.... that's all for now

Bye bye